Overcoming thoughts of failure - Nat

I’m not going to lie to you, I used to find it really difficult to stand strong against thoughts of failure. All too often I would let those thoughts consume me and on many occasion they triggered a depressive episode, leaving me wrapped in self loathing for weeks at a time.

These days I have the tools and care strategies in place to avoid such meltdowns, but even though I am so very proud of my progress, it doesn’t mean I’m not challenged by thoughts of failure. By no means does my life exist without them, I just know now not to listen to them so intently.



Key to combatting these thoughts, and indeed a key part of my recovery journey, has been to reflect on my progress. To celebrate my triumphs no matter how small.

On those days were I feel worn down by these thoughts, I’ll look back on old journals, old texts and old blog posts, to remind myself of exactly how far I’ve come. I highlight the many things I have achieved and withstood so far.

That light that comes from progress, from pure resilience, can overpower any thought of failure. Any tedious, no good idea that I may in fact not be designed for greatness or deserving of happiness gets suffocated by the knowledge that I am in fact a strong, caring and hard working individual.

That no matter what life throws at me, I will be there pushing forward, holding out for something beautiful.

And how do I know this?

Because I’ve done it time and time again.

By reflecting on my capabilities, I can prove to myself and these no good thoughts, that I will rise above another challenge. 

No matter what my thoughts tell me, I know that I will be here tomorrow, fighting for everything that sets fire to my soul.


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